Saturday, 6 December 2008

tastes like strawberry wine

Loneliness is something in the mind, if you really want to be lonely then fine be that way, if you want to make friends and you don't want to go out, then tough. For me it's less art and more of an attitude of belligerence.

I know many a person that struggle with being in a room on their own with their thoughts chasing them around the sofa, the voices in the mind becoming louder by the second. Lucky for me, I've listened to the voice in the head called Akira, kept me company in all the bad times and was never there for me in the good times. Its funny how the most messed up aspects of your life are the ones that save you from a future which will never happen now.

We all miss Akira, I know Hartle in particular does.

Songs of romance to recognise our sick obsessions. We all know Art is Hard.

I'm forever caught out staring into space, be it at a television, a wall, the newspaper covered in blood. Someone snaps a branch over my head and there is no reaction, that's just the way I am. But the truth is none of this is making much sense, I want to draw a picture for everyone to describe
everything I'm feeling. My egos like my stomach, I keep shitting what I feed it.

musik
  • Art is Hard- Cursive
  • Red Handed Sleight of Hand- Cursive
  • Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
  • A Swizz Army Romance- Dashboard Confessional
  • Temptation- Dizzee Rascal
  • Straight Outta Compton- N.W.A.
  • Guilty Conscience Eminem
  • Amityville- Eminem
  • Hounds Of Love- The Futureheads
  • Absinthe Party At The Fly Warehouse- Minus The Bear
  • Temptation- New Order
  • Talk Tonight- Oasis
  • Sureshot- Yellowcard
  • Bleed America- Jimmy Eat World
kino
  • Cloverfield
sport
  • FC Bayern vs Hoffenheim
  • Hamburg SV vs Galatasary
vershieden
  • People understanding my German.
  • People understanding my English.
  • Watching the Bayern match standing outside of the bar with all the other cretins and plebs.
  • Learning typical football fan phrases are universal across the continent.
  • Realising the strengths I have will get me far, it's my weaknesses which I will not allow to hold me back.
  • Looking good side by side with this girl I know.
  • Dim Summing my fucking face.
  • And mentioning my mate Phil on here because we agreed I would do it but we can't remember what for.

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