swift orderly change

Electrons passing around at the speed of light, it doesn't matter who said the words or even wrote them down. A blinding animation passing by as if the science of the world had offered up all the answers and our brains were being cyber-hacked.

I wanted to write about all the bowler hats and suits that I had walked past every day to and from the training course, describe them as the snobby yuppie elite, but as I started writing I realised how old those kind of words sound. Instead the line of electrons passing around rattled around in my head, I thought about this while taking a long hot soaking bath. My flannel rinsed in hot steaming water and then placed onto my head the light opaque through the flannel.

I imagine the world would looking in on itself and see all the beautiful lines cris-crossing every day, tracing paths where people were treading across the pavements. The veins of the city, the country, the world. All being part of this and in a steaming hot bath gave me a clear satisfaction about it all. I could really believe that for a moment we all belonged here, less as cogs and wheels of society but more of the blood cells bringing oxygen to the world.

I breathed a bit harder when I was lying there in the bath and took the flannel off and stared into the ceiling, those are the sort of times where you either start taking life serious (or more serious) or run the cold razor down the wrists and forget it all. It was Nietzsche that said that 'The thought of suicide is a powerful solace.'

Don't believe in the system, but believe you are part of it all my beautiful eggs.

“Pressure? Pressure what? Pressure is millions of parents around the world with no money to feed their children.”

“Look, we’re not entertaining? I don’t care; we win.”

"It is omelettes and eggs. No eggs – no omelettes! It depends on the quality of the eggs. In the supermarket you have class one, two or class three eggs and some are more expensive than others and some give you better omelettes. So when the class one eggs are in Waitrose and you cannot go there, you have a problem”

musik

• Special Needs- Placebo
• Four Winds- Bright Eyes
• Whatever Happened?- The Strokes
• You Talk Way Too Much- The Strokes
• Be Quiet and Drive- Deftones
• Running for Life- Eliza Doolittle
• Kidulthood to Adulthood- Bashy
• Letter From God to Man- Dan Le Sac vs Scroobius Pip
• Love Steals Us From Loneliness- Idlewild
• Readers and Writers- Idlewild
• FOC- Rodrigo y Gabriela

kino

• Memento
• Iron Man 2
• Harry Potter und der Orden des Phoenix
• Cars
• Monster INC

buch

• Anasi Boys- Neil Gaiman
• Googled- Ken Alluta

videospiele

• Final Fantasy XIII
• Hustle Kings

verschiedenes

• the disconnection- enjoying the silence from the internet
• the velo- single speeding all the way
• the hot pot- Fuji Special before the price change
• the opportunity- seize every chance
• the girl