they both are satisfied

Some days are easier than others, people would remind me that's all part of life. I find it easier when it's the hard days I'm not in control of, I'm sick, work being shit, I get mugged, the world ends and I'm swallowed up.

It's the other days I find hardest. Choosing the wrong words, not choosing the right words, not doing enough, finding myself staring at my own reflection and seeing my skin ageing by the moment. I wish I was more ill so I had an excuse.

I don't think there are any words I could choose that are mine which would fit. The truth is this is the happiest time in my life.

Love of mine
Someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of the spark

musik

• Come to Daddy- Aphex Twin
• Right Now- Korn

buch

• Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone

kino

• Up
• Back to the Future
• Event Horizon

schwarzweissfernsehen

• Sopranos

videospiele

• GTA4
• Fifa 10

verschiedenes

• the little potato
• planning xmas trips
• a really nice hot pot
• teaching my Su to drive
  
• long walks into the Hirsch Garten
• random walks leading to the Chinese Buffet
• swimming in an Olympic size swimming pool
• my time with my Su