Wednesday, 23 September 2009

true faith

When my parents were having kids, they never thought that their son would be forever flying at 5,000 feet for most of his time. No parents ever imagine correctly what their kids could be doing in their lives. I sort of hope my children if I ever have any fulfill the Chinese Immigrant dream of one being a doctor and the other a lawyer.

For me though kids are a long way off, I kept saying to Susu that it was all about Russel Peters, I'm going off to meet my Chinese people, come on bring those Chinese now. But to be honest if people know me well enough I haven't been about that for a long long time. I found myself a while back, its strangely a perfect time to come here and experience the real China.

So is there any rhyme and reason about all of this. Not really, coincidence maybe? A little luck? The craziest thing is that I wrote a message to myself a year ago in a note book. I remember the details of the book, I was in a convenience store in Harajuku with Govey, for some reason I wanted to buy a notepad to document last years journey, I half succeeded in scribbling a range of unreadable notes. But back to the message, I found the note book sitting on my drawers in Munich, its nothing special save for the things inside. I started reading and knowing I always write into the back of things I opened up the second to last page.

Andrew, next year your life will be changed forever, make sure you have a good time, Love Andrew.

A year ago I was dreaming about what if, a month ago I was a year younger, three weeks ago I was staring at a piece of dim sum, on the 5th of September 2009 I'm Beijing Bound.

My life changed forever and don't worry Andrew I'm having a better time than you could have imagined that year ago. My point is, once you have found yourself and realized what your life can and should be about, your life doesn't change, its just your perception and how you might enjoy it.

Live your dreams my beautiful eggs.

At our highest point of intimacy we were 0.01 cm away from each other, 6 hours later she would fall in love with another man.


musik
  • In My Place- Coldplay
  • True Faith- New Order
  • A.D.I.D.A.S- Korn
  • Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
kino
  • Chungking Express
videospiele
  • Gran Turismo Prologue
  • Vector Tower Defence
verschiedenes
  • Being Beijing bound,
  • waiting for the plane downstairs from where I need to be,
  • freaking Kasepretzel,
  • my mum telling me to bring back some speck
  • my auntie telling me to bring sausages to China,

2 comments:

GK said...

Things can change rapidly and abruptly in one year, can't it?
You can never take it for granted that you will adjust, but it looks like you have.
How was your trip to China?

shumbles said...

dont worry i wrote lots of atricles in china, will slowly add them to the blog itself.

u will enjoy it