Sunday, 12 July 2009

better together

I have a coarse voice sometimes, people say it sounds like I'm speaking out of desperation or maybe speaking out of lost mind. Passive aggressive is what some people call it, I understand why those words form into something like this. To tell you the truth, its neither of those, I just like to remove myself from it all, better be able to walk away from a gun fight than to be stuck there clutching at a pistol when they have a machine gun to your head.

But this is not making any sense I'm sure.

I walked in what was left of the Munich summer, the sun burning my face and giving me lite skin cancer. I looked down at my hands and clenched them into fists. No one gave a toss around me. That's all I wanted to say.

Love you all my beautiful eggs.

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together
musik
  • Wipeout Pulse OST
  • Super Massive Blackhole- Muse
  • Starlight- Muse
  • Things Are Getting Better- N.E.R.D
  • Brain-N.E.R.D
schwarzweissfernsehen
  • Star Trek- TOS
  • Random Horizon
kino
  • Bruno
  • Boyz InDa Hood
verschiedenes
  • German corrections from a German,
  • watermelon dreams,
  • Jim getting freaked out from my head bopping at work 'Andrew calm down'
  • wanting to be part of the Mac Book Generation,
  • getting dinged by a car and the ensuing lengthy time trying to sort it out,
  • and all the various justifications I get from the aforementioned German,
  • cycling around the whole of Munich and feeling it,
  • cheese tasting in the OEZ,
  • freaking getting done for 10 euros in H+M- man the sales are at the wrong time,
  • shopping with Alan and getting a new jacket, Zara special,
  • seven years later,
  • Steffi the secretary- such a star,
  • my wonderful girl panda,

3 comments:

Unknown said...

"various justifications"? I feel insulted... somehow. ;-)

GK said...

Why were you banging your head?

And stop dreaming about MacBooks! I get one at work and there are enough annoying little things compared to what I'm used to (Windows, you know it.) But I may change my mind once I start using it for real hard core work - I'll see if I can completely do away with a separate Linux/Unix OS.

shumbles said...

Christian- 'various' is as polite as I can be.

Geoffrey- you can't handle Linux im serious dont try to live with it on its own.