held the world in your arms

I've been meaning to write an article about the lifestyle, but every time I start it ends up like something that would appease Tyler Durden.

I woke up crack with a headache splitting the insides of my head, not even the paracetomol thats been fermenting in the back of my office drawer has the guff to make things better. Maybe I caught this off one of the guys at the office who should really have known a bit better than to eat pork while he was ill.

The headache has subsided a little and I'm staring out of a starboard window on the plane, the clouds lay across the sky as if small islands, the air lapping up against them like the sea. I look at the horizon and its far away but I can see the gentle curve, I wonder if I ever went into space I could see the dark kissing where what little air can save me.

This week has been one of minor revelations, I've reached a fixed point in my life where whatever pain or stress I'm starting to reel from could be put down in a few moments. Call this contentment, call this what you will, I found something special, not just inside me, but someone that's keeping me sane in a world which just makes you want it take more and more paracetamol's until your liver goes green.

Which makes me come to my point as I glance again out of the plane window, living a dream, this is a life which neither God blessed or my ancestors provided for me. I'm not that naïve. This life is everything I've asked for and more importantly fought for.

My beautiful eggs, fight for it, otherwise you don't deserve it.

musik

• The Fear- Lily Allen
• Ash Like Snow- the brilliant green
• The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Of Me- Brand New
• Hysteric- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
• Gimme Shelter- The Rolling Stones
• Blue and Black- The Rolling Stones

kino

• Terminator 4- Die Erlosung
• Election
• Borat

schwarzweissfernsehen

• Ali G show
• Evangelion
• Case Closed
• The Apprentice finale

vershieden

• seeing the Hitler was given for his brithday, amazing.
• seeing us nearly fall off a cliff at the expense of the above, dangerous.
• rude Austrian watiers, its not a surprise, it's a must,
• David enjoying my mix cd, there is more where that came from,
• German road rage on the way to the airport, sure let of some steam but don't try to broadside me in the process.
• Spending more money than sense,
• Susu finding more functions in my mp3 player than I thought possible,
• The kings sea being as beautiful as it should,
• a wonderful weekend in Austria with my Susu.
• The non-excitement about the champions league final- congrats Barca.
• Living a life of normality in a place with a lack of normality,
• the miracle of facebook,
• feeling the need for a decent nights sleep for once,
• getting my MacDonalds Ice cream on,
• My Susu's unexpected arrivals.
• Being slow in updating the blog,
• the freaking bayerisch polizei,
• enjoying my new mp3 player keeping me sane in the office,
• biking around munich- quite a freedom,
• the shout when Jasmina won the Apprentice, never has Susu jumped through my table with such speed
  
• emails from my mum scaring the girl, mum surprises me at every point in life,
• weather come back, we had it all in Mai, please don't let it be,
• pig flu invading the Portsmouth office,
• My Susu looking after me when I was feeling rough, the congee wasn't close, but I'm grateful nontheless,