barefoot in the shallow creek

It's only nature to be more than a thousand miles away and feel that you're missing the sea, I hold my breath in the bath to imagine what it's like to drown in the sea. The saline water filters up my nose and I struggle to keep the remaining oxygen in my lungs. It all escapes and the my arms freeze as I'm trying to catch the light narrowing into the top of the waves.

Being away from home, in a foreign country, it makes me realise I had always felt I was in a foreign country growing up in the UK. It wasn't the spiteful things they said when I grew up, it isn't the fact my skin is yellow or even the fact I eat rice instead of potatoes. It's something much simpler than any of this, my heart is in Hong Kong, it just took me a few years to realise it.

Love you all my beautiful eggs.

Early morning sun,
All shades of colour burnt out,
Only dead leaves found,

Balcony watching,
Heartless souls abandoned for change,
Wallet now heavy,

Insightful ending,
As if they won the world war,
Taking the credit,

musik

• Bixby Canyon Bridge- Death Cab For Cutie
• I Will Possess Your Heart- Death Cab For Cutie
• Bionic- Placebo
• Teenage Angst- Placebo
• 36 Degrees- Placebo
• Come Home- Placebo
• Keeping Fishin- Weezer

kino

• Chungking Express- Criterion Edition
• Kung Fu Hustle
• No Country For Old Men

videospiele

• Noby Noby Boy
• Wipeout HD

vershieden

• YY with all her accusations- I am a good boy honest,
• harder faster, forever after, harder faster, none of you can make the grade,
• German TV being filled with my favourite ever TV show Galileo,
• realising how much I have changed in even a year,
• the tofu,
• knowing a little photography,
• the Germans not excepting change,
• being a tramp outside the Schloss Nyphenburg,
• brickwalling it with my German, need to get back into it,
• Linuxing to the point where terminals are my life and all I see in front of me,
• knowing how good Bladerunner,
• not realising how good full fat kokosmilch is,
• in the worlds of Colonel Ouramov- 'you can't win'
• I have to mention Susu otherwise YY will get suspicious,
• making it when an Italian complements you on how smart you look today,