stand up tall

For the number of cigarettes I've smoked in my life, it's like counting the days off a calender and then throwing up. No, that metaphor made no sense but then that's the way I've always seen it.

Not the cigarettes, the making sense part.

Just a post to say to everyone, I've had a smashing year, Japan was a good way to round off the last chapter and well this is the start of the next.

Love you all my beautiful eggs. See you at xmas.

I once fell in love with someone. I couldn't stop wondering if she loved me or not. I slowly began to doubt myself. Maybe the reason she didn't answer was not that her reactions were delayed but simply that she didn't love me. So at last, I got it. It's entirely beyond my control. After a while she was gone. I went to 2046 hoping to find her there. But I never found her.

The only thing left for me... was to give up.

musik

• Showtime- Dizzee Rascal
• Paper Planes- M.I.A
• Bamboo Banger- M.I.A

kino

• REC

vershieden

• scary spanish films
• not being sure if the Secretary is messing with me
• dim sum
• east side crew- get paper
• one day trips to find nice ties
• talking to Janet on the phone telling her to drink lucozade
• bumping into Leanne buying a hard drive off her and then talking dirty to her online
• downloading in general
• fixing the laptop o wonder- how I missed thee
• talking to Chantelle on the phone about her sore arse
• leaving this chapter and turning the page to the next